I don’t know what’s wrong with me anymore. I have no motivation.
I feel like I’m constantly a strain on my friends and family,
I feel as though I’m not wanted around.
I feel as though I’m a failure, and that I’m not going anywhere fast whilst everyone else is.
I feel shitty, and exhausted.
I feel upset, and lost.
I feel misunderstood and taken for granted.
I feel that I try to hard at the simplest things, and I feel that I care too much.
I feel so angry that no one is ever there for me like I am for them, or would be.
I feel like giving up on everyone and everything.
I feel useless.
(Source: fiascoo)
The way the world works is so fucking stupid. We go to school, and as soon as we leave we are forced to pick a job we hate, until we are meant to get married and have a family with someone, and then grow old and pass away. It’s fucked. What’s the use of everything ? What is life if you can’t live it? I find life so pointless, and stupid. I hate society, I hate peer pressure, I hate this short existing that only teases you with something that doesn’t last for ever. And now what is the point of going through all that pain if you don’t even enjoy it to begin with. I fucking just want to go. I want it to be my time already. I’m sick of acting like I’m okay, I’m sick of acting like I’m enjoying myself, I’m sick of everything. Fuck this.
You make me feel like I’m not good enough, like I’m not worth 10 minutes of your time. Is it normal to feel so insignificant?
(Source: fiascoo)
It kind of scares me how much you’ve changed. Sometimes I feel like I don’t know you anymore. I’m not sure what changed, or if it’s because you’ve drifted - and know that there’s nothing wrong with it, but I just miss the old you.
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When I finally feel like I can be happy with the way things are, and there has not been one day where I have felt down about myself or upset, someone always tears me down. And it’s not just that, that hurts, it’s the fact that I can’t talk to anyone about it even when I try. When no one understands why I feel the way I do, all I’m left with is myself, which always makes things worse.
(Source: fiascoo)
Setting myself a mental goal tonight, if I can’t do it then I give up.
(Source: fiascoo)
Happy birthday to me, yay
